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Many years
Since I was old enough
To be proud of my
Supposed
Intelligence
I never thought I’d need anything more
It seemed to be my essence
What made up who I am
..not many figure that one out within their lifetime.
But then came the teenage years
Where one discovered interests in others
I thought I’d be alright
Me and my intelligence
That I would find a
Modest
Sincere partner
Who wouldn’t compare me..
..with her.
I don’t know what overcame me
When she started appearing in my classes
She was simplistic
Gorgeous
Funny
Intriguing in the least.
I sank into the background
Watching him speak to her
Smile
Laugh with her
Jealousy began to mount within every fibre of my being
I didn’t know why
I didn’t care much for him
But I knew I’d never get a chance
With anyone who’d met her
Had the opportunity to speak to her
Or even anyone like her
The louder of the female world
The more so confident seeds of every other woman’s jealousy
Some are actually intelligent
They are tolerable
And because of their confidence
Their in-your-face nature
They are noticed.
You see my conversations go like this..
..they don’t go at all.
At least not in the interesting sense.
I try
I try very hard
I’m not random
Not spontaneous
Not intriguing
Nor funny
Not even attractive in the least..
Nowadays I depend on my capacity to care
Where I give you my all..
The one thing I have left
The aspect of who I am
That one only finds out if they give me a chance
If they glance more than once
If they understand my silence
But even that
Can only get me so far..
..she does the rest.
Since I was old enough
To be proud of my
Supposed
Intelligence
I never thought I’d need anything more
It seemed to be my essence
What made up who I am
..not many figure that one out within their lifetime.
But then came the teenage years
Where one discovered interests in others
I thought I’d be alright
Me and my intelligence
That I would find a
Modest
Sincere partner
Who wouldn’t compare me..
..with her.
I don’t know what overcame me
When she started appearing in my classes
She was simplistic
Gorgeous
Funny
Intriguing in the least.
I sank into the background
Watching him speak to her
Smile
Laugh with her
Jealousy began to mount within every fibre of my being
I didn’t know why
I didn’t care much for him
But I knew I’d never get a chance
With anyone who’d met her
Had the opportunity to speak to her
Or even anyone like her
The louder of the female world
The more so confident seeds of every other woman’s jealousy
Some are actually intelligent
They are tolerable
And because of their confidence
Their in-your-face nature
They are noticed.
You see my conversations go like this..
..they don’t go at all.
At least not in the interesting sense.
I try
I try very hard
I’m not random
Not spontaneous
Not intriguing
Nor funny
Not even attractive in the least..
Nowadays I depend on my capacity to care
Where I give you my all..
The one thing I have left
The aspect of who I am
That one only finds out if they give me a chance
If they glance more than once
If they understand my silence
But even that
Can only get me so far..
..she does the rest.
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*shrug*
I wanted to write
Something.. anything..
Here you go.
I wanted to write
Something.. anything..
Here you go.
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The very earnest feelings of your heart.
One thing I've learnt in the past few months, is the confidence we lack, is being crushed by someone else.
You have confidence, but let it shine in the darkness of someone else, if thats what it takes.
Be appreciated even by yourself.
You have it in you
Moreover, the piece is well done. It's honest, and I like it.
One thing I've learnt in the past few months, is the confidence we lack, is being crushed by someone else.
You have confidence, but let it shine in the darkness of someone else, if thats what it takes.
Be appreciated even by yourself.
You have it in you
Moreover, the piece is well done. It's honest, and I like it.